Lost.

Btw, I don't own this picture.

Seriouslyyyy. This is me right now.
I don't know what happened  to me. Im lost.. really lost. :(
I think I left my motivation somewhere.. I gotta find it lol

Im a happy go lucky girl who talk a lot. Not a minute passed by that I won't laugh.
But deep inside, every night nor every time I'm alone.. My mind is full of negative things that I can think of.
I always feel like I can't do it or that. Plus knowing someone is always better than me.
I keep telling my self that nobody cares even though I know some do.

I give my self all the pain, thinking I deserve it.
I'm not sure why I do that, but that's just how I am.